Being In The Shipwreck : Yes and No

Somethin just came to mind. It's not as easy as I thought before. Being in the place that you created. That you wanted the most. It's here and unavoidably you're not sure whether this is right. Well, this is right. Exactly what i want. It's just hard to keep walking in. But i'm not letting go, no way! It's been only a while and i'm not pulling off this early. Simply because I don't want to. Though many things have been wasted as well as the time. But no no i won't let myself go..