Some Say

Seorang teman berkata bahwa waktu yg akan membuktikan, waktu yg akan menjawab
(curi dgr curhatan orang)

seorang teman lg berkata, "urip kok yo!"
(dr curhat colongan seadanya d antara orang hilir mudik dgn kalimat simple "kulo nyawang")

seorang teman lg berkata, "susun playlist."
(yg ini terdengar menyebalkan. Fyi, playlist sudah basi.Haha)

seorang teman lg berkata ttg tawaf muterin bunderan 500x
(aku ga tau ini maksudnya naek motor ato jalan kaki)

ada jg kalimat "mau yg lebih garing?" yg bkin aku ngakak garing beneran.


kalo kita tdk diingat, kenapa kita harus mengingat?


Bocah2 skalian,u were letting out the smile n a lil laugh. Maturnuwun nggih... xD

Another Start

Today, again, again, and again
just like yesterday
and the day before
and the day before

in the morning
i woke up with the feeling of hatred that i can't help to feel
a lil affection has been beaten up

but it's not worse than yesterday
i've settled
at least some of my pieces
feel the brighter sunshine of today
and start the day with a glass of chocolate milk

Let's gooo..!! :D

Asem..

Ga pernah tahan dgrin the whole Gendjer-Gendjer song. Terlalu mistis buatku.. Ato mungkin krn ini jam 1 malem? Takut sndiri aku dgrnya.. Hehehe :p

tau kan itu lagu apa?

A Knife in My Hands

You were speaking of disappointment
But what do you know about it?

Holding the knife so tight
these hands are ready
to stab you straightly in the chest
but they would not do
for i'd rather walk my own path
with no blood of you spotted on my shirt
not your filthy blood..

Careless

Hey, people in the top positions
i dont seem to kno u no more
careless u've been, while i still have the willingness to maintain the existence of our bonds
one person doesnt seem to be interested in keeping in touch and just responsing
one person use the hands as if i'm a toy with no heart and pride, ignoring the warning coming out once
and for the ship-shit's sake, im tryin not to be bothered with those damn things.

Thanx God i found out that i still have one more person who listens and makes me feel better..

The Final Dishonorable Battle

i'll stop my donation for Greenpeace
i choose to be selfish
use the money to buy you boxes of cigars
and poison the last piece
so i can watch your pleasure and your pain


-bukan.. note (kejam) ini bukan utk kamu ;p

A Late Breakfast

i'd rather be what we used to be
go back in time and waste all things gained
forget what i have felt
and let us be nothing but shipwreck and rubbish

time moves so fast but i move so slow
nothing in this world that i seem to know
a hundred times i've pulled myself aside
carelessly turn my head from my on life

i stood and i walked along the street
with the crowd within my feet
i saw a guy in my age, riding his ride
and wondered what his life's like

those voices i don't want to believe
keeps mumbling in my ears
it's hard to turn my head away
when the sad-broken up song starts to play..



-tidak,tidak.. ini bukan bagian dari lirik lagu manapun! ;p

Selamat Pagi..

Best friends can become strangers...

About This Evening

For once, i just wanna go home
use the speed of the ride
lock the door
and play the songs out loud
and cry.

a pleasure for this rainy morning

Lagi di Earth Cafe nih, menikmati sexy and yummy food ala chef Farah Quinn.. ups enggak ding. Hehehe... Bela2in untuk ga bangun terlalu siang ato mungkin malah sore, aku beranjak untuk mandi jam 10 kurang. Mandi, siap2, eh kok ujaaaan... Huhuhu, tapi untungnya cuman grimis trus bentar kemudian brenti. Lalu aku meluncur dengan AB3660ST-ku, langsung mbelah bumi ke jakal.. menuju toko refill parfum langganan, berhubung parfum di rumah udah abis. Huih, mahal juga nih keluar duit 50ribu (buat saya itu mahal hehehe), tapi gimana lagi, aku udah addicted sama baunya tuh parfum, seperti juga orang2 lain yg sudah mencium baunya. Selama ini kan aku udah membuat bau parfumku nan wangi itu melekat di hidung banyak orang (emangnya upil) dan membuat mereka tidak bisa melupakanku...

Oiya tadi sempet turun hujan lagi yg membuatku terpaksa pake mantol yg tidak nyaman itu.. Sampe di tempat parfum, aku bersyukur tempatnya udah buka.. (ya iyalah, wong udah siang, emangnya jam bangun tidur mas2 tukang parfumnya sama kaya aku?). Aku menatap pintu di depan mata dan menggesernya ke kanan. Sreekkk... Lalu muncullah mas2 dari balik konter, dan aku terkaget!! Ternyata... mas2nya bencong (hehehe gak dink, ini bohongan). Ternyata mas2nya bukan mas2 yg biasanya!! Ooh aku syok!! *lebai mode: on* Hehehe... dalam hati aku bertanya2 ke mana mas yg biasanya, soalnya mas yg biasanya itu udah apal sama aku, walopun aku ke sananya tiap beberapa bulan sekali tapi dia biasanya inget. Terakir sih aku dikasih kortingan 5ribu gitu, kan lumayan tuh... Nah sedangkan mas2 yg ini tuh udah aku rayu2 pake kedipan mata tetep aja ga mau ngasih korting (iyalah, malah kabur dia).

Abis beli parfum, beranjak ke selatan beberapa meter (yak, saya tau arah karena sedang di jalan utama jakal), menuju rental film Bimasakti yg pusat, yg mencit di belokan itu loh. Di sana nuker film sekalian pinjem film lagi (hehehe ga brenti2 pinjem filmnya).

Lalu dari sana meluncurlah lagi ke selatan, menuju spot di mana aku sedang duduk sekarang, berhadapan dengan laptop (lap pel yg top, karena daya serapnya yg 10x lipat), sandwich goreng & frenchfries, dan secangkir hot plain choco. Mmmmm... :p sambil fesbukan dan blogging sekaligus chat di ym sama dek Bebek yg dari tadi sok imut terus, pake ngaku2 kalo bapaknya polwan.. (???) Ini anak sebenernya adek kecilnya Dimas sama Edi tapi kok ujung2nya jadi ngerepotin aku gini??

Yasudah deh, saya lanjutkan dulu menyantap sexy and yummy food ini, sambil lanjut chat sama si adek kecil. Sambil fesbukan juga. Sambil godain mas2 juga (eh eh ini beneran bo'ong!!) (beneran apa bo'ong??) (bo'ong kok..)
Nyam nyaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Being In The Shipwreck : Yes and No

Somethin just came to mind. It's not as easy as I thought before. Being in the place that you created. That you wanted the most. It's here and unavoidably you're not sure whether this is right. Well, this is right. Exactly what i want. It's just hard to keep walking in. But i'm not letting go, no way! It's been only a while and i'm not pulling off this early. Simply because I don't want to. Though many things have been wasted as well as the time. But no no i won't let myself go..

24

when you hand me the keys
when you are talking shits
when you touch the tone
when you do anything wrong
when you push the wind
when you're being coward
when you stay out of the fire
when you let out the smoke
when you're looking like crap
when you stab the knife
when you have nothin but the air to breathe

it is the time when.......................................................

(lanjutin sendiri yaa...) xD


note: kalimat2 di atas cuman kiasan dan punya kata2 simpelnya... just interpret yourself.. hahaha :p